long time no write! I really engrossed on my fanfictions lately lol
oh, and tomorrow will be a Christmas Day! Meri Kuri for those who celebrate it!
so, what bugging me lately is "Mother's Day". Why?
2 days ago was Mother's Day in here Indonesia. And I dedicated it only for my grandma. What? Grandma also mother, right? She's always be my mother.
my real mother? screw her! I didn't put a care anymore, because she's also like that.
this is what I really really regret about my Father's death. Why? Why he has to be gone so early?!
why he left?! I'm lucky not living with my mother.
Father is the only one that I love
He is everything.
Me, as the oldest child here having a lot of responsibilities to do. Of course, after my father's death I should take his role! what she did now?! dumped her children and runaway?!
I don't want to be a daughter that has no thankful feeling toward her mother, but see, who's the one who started it!
there's one day about 2-3 weeks after Papa gone, I went to Jakarta for university's interview test, I should be in calm mode, no? she as a mother should understand it, and we live together 17 years she should know my characters! I, never wanted to be bothered by anything. And she angry, shouting at me saying I'm not a good daughter, never listening her words, blah blah blah, and she threw hard thing to me *laptop's battery if I'm not mistaken*. abusing.... she's abusing me a lot mentally and physically...? I wanted to laugh... laughing so hard... so hard that people might think I'm crazy or mentally ill.. I wanted to laugh...
I shouldn't post this.... what is it? disgrace?
dunno, I just couldn't help to write it..
I'm hurt...
thanks, humanly feeling...
thanks mom, for brought me to this world... for loving me and hating me... for sharing laughter and tears...
for every pore of your skin and beads of sweat struggling for me..
for standing and falling to me..
but this is the best for us, living separately
I know you love me
but whatever it is, you still my mother...
there's no mother who hate her children
I wanted to laugh...
why God punishing me?
I wanted to laugh...
Sunday, December 23, 2012
Monday, December 10, 2012
Human Limitation
I begin to hate myself. No, I'm on my limit. Lately I'm so reckless, that what I said. I ended up feeling guilty. I can't take it anymore. Sorry, but I knew there still few that support me to say "it's okay" although it wasn't use. I wanna shout to everyone to listen to me. I'm pathetic, yes. I'm possessive, yes. But I have my own reason.
Thanks.
Thanks.
posted from Bloggeroid
Sunday, October 21, 2012
your presence stay still
Evening!!
Hey it's me~ *who else could it be?!*
haha~ let's get started! by the way this should be posted yesterday, but due to my oh-so-snail connection, I post it today
so random, huh?
well today I got really bad headache, I don't know either why.. and I spent today with saving my energy
and around 1 pm I took a nap and I had dream.. a really clear dream
I dreamt about my father, he was in living room, and I had a really good time chat with him, until he asked me about school, and related to religion and stuff.. suddenly, he asked me to recite one of surah in quran.. I knew, but I can't recite it! I was like, 'dear god! why cant I remember it?!' I was a bit stuttered and asked my father if he could recite the very first part.. and then it went blank, I'm awake..
I think God and my father tried to warned me.. I haven't been reciting quran lately.. I felt sooooo bad!
It reminds me when my father still alive, no matter how busy he was, he still have time to recite quran.. I admire him for still remember he has time for religious thing..
somehow it reminds me of yesterday, I talked with my grandma.. and she said "your father is a truly kind man, he is great.. now he already in peace, in healthy condition.. he deserved that, hmm?" true! I would like to say a million true to that statement!
and this afternoon, after I woke up, I walked to windows in front of my bedroom door.. the sky was really calming! So after praying, I decided to took my novel who unfinished read it and my iPod.. I laid on the roof while reading the novel.. It was rare to see me laid on the roof lately.. because the temperature lately was soooooo damn hella hot! which is unusual today wasn't hot, instead it was calm and somewhat refreshing! I hope everyday was like this~
another good thing, I'm not on twitter today~~~~ soooo rare to see me not on twitter.. yeah, I was like there for every second!! I'm out of account balance on my blackberry, but that's the good reason, because I want to get rid my addiction to twitter.. but maybe I lost informations, hmm? since twitter is really fast for information stuff..
ah! I did ridiculous thing a while ago~ I just went up to my room with a plate of meal.. then I sat on my bed browsing fanfic.. and I found one interesting.. I read it while eating.. stupid me, I forgot that the rating was NC-17!!!!!! I almost choked by the rice that I eat XDDD but it doesn't matter actually~ because the fanfic is my forever OTP: ToraxSaga <3 do="do" i="i" really="really" them="them" together="together" wish="wish">///< *bricked* XDD
hopefully I have a lot of time like today to recharge my energy.. I don't know why I always been a sickly kiddo, even though I always try so hard to bear with the pain..
ah!! I'm sweating a lot! I'm going to shower, leh~
everyone please take care of yourself! :D
Hey it's me~ *who else could it be?!*
haha~ let's get started! by the way this should be posted yesterday, but due to my oh-so-snail connection, I post it today
so random, huh?
well today I got really bad headache, I don't know either why.. and I spent today with saving my energy
and around 1 pm I took a nap and I had dream.. a really clear dream
I dreamt about my father, he was in living room, and I had a really good time chat with him, until he asked me about school, and related to religion and stuff.. suddenly, he asked me to recite one of surah in quran.. I knew, but I can't recite it! I was like, 'dear god! why cant I remember it?!' I was a bit stuttered and asked my father if he could recite the very first part.. and then it went blank, I'm awake..
I think God and my father tried to warned me.. I haven't been reciting quran lately.. I felt sooooo bad!
It reminds me when my father still alive, no matter how busy he was, he still have time to recite quran.. I admire him for still remember he has time for religious thing..
somehow it reminds me of yesterday, I talked with my grandma.. and she said "your father is a truly kind man, he is great.. now he already in peace, in healthy condition.. he deserved that, hmm?" true! I would like to say a million true to that statement!
and this afternoon, after I woke up, I walked to windows in front of my bedroom door.. the sky was really calming! So after praying, I decided to took my novel who unfinished read it and my iPod.. I laid on the roof while reading the novel.. It was rare to see me laid on the roof lately.. because the temperature lately was soooooo damn hella hot! which is unusual today wasn't hot, instead it was calm and somewhat refreshing! I hope everyday was like this~
another good thing, I'm not on twitter today~~~~ soooo rare to see me not on twitter.. yeah, I was like there for every second!! I'm out of account balance on my blackberry, but that's the good reason, because I want to get rid my addiction to twitter.. but maybe I lost informations, hmm? since twitter is really fast for information stuff..
ah! I did ridiculous thing a while ago~ I just went up to my room with a plate of meal.. then I sat on my bed browsing fanfic.. and I found one interesting.. I read it while eating.. stupid me, I forgot that the rating was NC-17!!!!!! I almost choked by the rice that I eat XDDD but it doesn't matter actually~ because the fanfic is my forever OTP: ToraxSaga <3 do="do" i="i" really="really" them="them" together="together" wish="wish">///< *bricked* XDD
hopefully I have a lot of time like today to recharge my energy.. I don't know why I always been a sickly kiddo, even though I always try so hard to bear with the pain..
ah!! I'm sweating a lot! I'm going to shower, leh~
everyone please take care of yourself! :D
The Calming Sky
Monday, October 15, 2012
6 months.. Can You Hear, Dad?
Hello~
This posting gonna be a serious one I guess *surely?*
sa, go!
So, yesterday was the exact 6 months my father passed away. It feels like 6 years for me!
Time passed by so slowly, huh?
so I've been wondering what my father doing now up there? In heaven.. do he watch us? do he remember us? I always asked that everyday.
Pa, are you still by my side?
I lost the only role model of my life.. I lost someone as precious as him.. I lost almost everything of my life when he's not in this world..
I miss him, I miss you dad.. The only father that I have.. why you leave me?!
I always an introvert, but you, my father, always encouraged me to have confident in front of a sea of people.. you know that I cannot speak clearly but you never mocked me, like everyone, those who always said that I'm mute!
a few days ago, my heart stabbed when I entered my brother's room. He stuck your picture, in his study desk.. we missed you dad.. so much that we can't even describe how..
The constellation of Leo is twinkling again, bestowing this earth with tears
From that day, I've had one wing on my back
The night turns to day, and the memories from the stars fade
This sky, and this song, have lost their color, lost their sound
Why aren't they real?
Your dream engulfs me, becomes a star, and continues to sound out
The starry sky twinkles again, and it honors my tears
When I ran, I released lights; This world without you in it is "an illusion"
It's your fault that my heart aches
Even now, pieces stab my heart
yes dad, I only have one wing now, because you brought the other with you to your eternal home
My day just black and white now
every moment with you stabbed my heart so much
This flower, that bird, the wind, and the moon, they stop time
Even if I close my eyes and pretend to be someone else, it's useless
You, who have turned to ashes, were quite small
I don't understand, has this world gone crazy? It's so peaceful, ahh
The starry sky twinkles again, and it honors my tears
When I ran, I released lights; This world without you in it is "an illusion"
How many have passed by? The stars flow through the sky...
And here, I strum out the feeling that you gave to me, called "eternity"
From that day, I've had one wing on my back
Even when I pretend to call people with 'dad' you are just irreplaceable
has this world gone crazy dad?
this world without you is a complete illusion
for eternity dad.... you are always be my father
even I just have one wing now
you do know this song right, dad? the song that always remind me of you
Fantasy by Alice Nine
always... remind me of you..
can you hear, dad?
This posting gonna be a serious one I guess *surely?*
sa, go!
So, yesterday was the exact 6 months my father passed away. It feels like 6 years for me!
Time passed by so slowly, huh?
so I've been wondering what my father doing now up there? In heaven.. do he watch us? do he remember us? I always asked that everyday.
Pa, are you still by my side?
I lost the only role model of my life.. I lost someone as precious as him.. I lost almost everything of my life when he's not in this world..
I miss him, I miss you dad.. The only father that I have.. why you leave me?!
I always an introvert, but you, my father, always encouraged me to have confident in front of a sea of people.. you know that I cannot speak clearly but you never mocked me, like everyone, those who always said that I'm mute!
a few days ago, my heart stabbed when I entered my brother's room. He stuck your picture, in his study desk.. we missed you dad.. so much that we can't even describe how..
The constellation of Leo is twinkling again, bestowing this earth with tears
From that day, I've had one wing on my back
The night turns to day, and the memories from the stars fade
This sky, and this song, have lost their color, lost their sound
Why aren't they real?
Your dream engulfs me, becomes a star, and continues to sound out
The starry sky twinkles again, and it honors my tears
When I ran, I released lights; This world without you in it is "an illusion"
It's your fault that my heart aches
Even now, pieces stab my heart
yes dad, I only have one wing now, because you brought the other with you to your eternal home
My day just black and white now
every moment with you stabbed my heart so much
This flower, that bird, the wind, and the moon, they stop time
Even if I close my eyes and pretend to be someone else, it's useless
You, who have turned to ashes, were quite small
I don't understand, has this world gone crazy? It's so peaceful, ahh
The starry sky twinkles again, and it honors my tears
When I ran, I released lights; This world without you in it is "an illusion"
How many have passed by? The stars flow through the sky...
And here, I strum out the feeling that you gave to me, called "eternity"
From that day, I've had one wing on my back
Even when I pretend to call people with 'dad' you are just irreplaceable
has this world gone crazy dad?
this world without you is a complete illusion
for eternity dad.... you are always be my father
even I just have one wing now
you do know this song right, dad? the song that always remind me of you
Fantasy by Alice Nine
always... remind me of you..
can you hear, dad?
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
JROCK EVOLUTION 2012 in Jakarta
HOSSYAAAAAAH!!! *over excited* lol
hello everyone! I'm gonna share about JROCK EVOLUTION 2012 in Jakarta!
Sa, let's go!
So, Alice Nine arrived in Jakarta on 5th, and some of my twitter friends were went to airport, even following them to one of plaza in Jakarta *my friends were so lucky* *sigh*
And I departed to Jakarta the next day, on 6th, *number six! yeah~!* my plane boarding around 10, and so unlucky MUCC and UNiTE were arrived about an hour before -___- oh damn it~~~
what can I do then, right? well, I entered the plane and departed.. while take off, I don't know why my phobia of narrow space relapse.. so not good timing! then I listening to my iPod and head-banging *lol, lucky my row was empty*. arrived at Jakarta, I went to nee Cherry's house by bus, I stay there while in Jakarta.
straight on 7th!
I woke up around 5.15 am and check my twitter, Hiroto updating about what he supposed to call to Indonesian fans. He wrothe 'nasi-chan', 'nasi go milk', and the last made me laughed hard 'nasi goranger' looool! XDDD then I went bath,change my clothes, touch up, etc. Me and Cherry nee went to bus stop at 6.30 am *insane, huh?* the concert venue and Cherry nee's house is far, that's why.
Arrived at Gandaria City *the concert venue* around 8.30 that was a long way to go =__=
there was a few numbers of people. And my uke *ekhem* said she already arrived. And I saw a girl, I don't know why I had a feeling that she's my uke. Then I called her.... *loading* spot! true she is! we both laughed XDD waiting and waiting, Nyan and Abel arrived, waiting again, then kak Ay, doing project for TWW *we signed on Tora's poster* x3 I signed too! *hug Saga* (lol!), waiting agaain, and Esta came. We chated.
We felt a bit hungry, me and nyan went down to bought breads. And we heard scream! panic! nyan called abel. she said that Yukke *if not mistaken* was seen!! Argh!!!
we went up, eating, chated, until the body checking session started. Then we went up again queue in front the hall doors. There was goods stand. I bought a lot of goods! (-__-)
And the doors opened, we entered there, lucky there's no seated number, so nyan and abel got the 1st row of VIP, while me and esta got the 2nd. It was close!!
we waited the show started. The PVs played. My heart beat so fast ><
UNiTE was the first band who appeared! Awwwww! they're soo cute! everyone go rocking and head-banging! The first song was "IO"! And I sang like crazy xD and God! Haku soooo pretty! I screamed "haku-saaaan!!". Shiina Mio was in front of me. And he's cute and cool at the same time. Ah! And I just realized that LiN is the shortest *ups* and I screamed "Paulin!" at him *if you watch UNiTE's video message for SG, you know why XD* and and Yukimi!! he smiled a lot! sweet!!! :3 Yui too! he interacted with the audiences a lot! UNiTE was performed 6 songs.
When UNiTE finished, we waited about 15 minutes *not sure* aaaand MUCC appeared!! Satochi, Tatsuro, Yukke and Miya walk to their position. And Tatsuro-san was barefoot! XD he wear black outfit, a cape like hoodie, something like that. so cool! Satochi-san look cute. Yukke-san also! his smile.... OMG!! and Miya-san soo cool!! The first song was "Falling Down". MUCC performance was the most passionate I guess. Everyone jumped and head-banging a lot! I screamed "Tatsuro-saan!" but my eyes fell to Miya-san XDD they performed like 12 song I guess.
When MUCC finished..... The last! The most audiences waiting for! Alice Nine! I was panicked! my heart beats so fast! I really want to see them! We could see them walk behind the black curtain.
The lights off..... the curtain open... and there they are!!! Tora was the first appeared. I screamed "Toraaaa" like crazy! Dude, he was sooooo handsome in real life!! Everyone appeared and there was Saga!! I screamed "Saga-saaan aishiteru yoo!!". The first song was "Senkou" the song that I hoped and knew that it will be played! And then Rainbows *favorite!!!*, then Heart of Gold, and then.... this song that I knew exactly will be played, and I laughed hard: Hana xDDD and then Haikara Naru Rinbun Kyoku * Shou was clapping his hands cutely in this song ><*, and then Fantasy, I cried when this song played! I once told why I cried whenever I listening to this song a long time ago. Yes! it reminds me of my late father! I was so thankful this song was played, and I silently talk to my father through my heart "papa, are you watching now? This song, which always remind me of you, now played directly by the band" I still cried, Esta looked confused, Nyan's friend was hugging me, it was so emotional :') After that Tsubasa was played! Then Red Carpet. Shukashuuto *the song that everyone waited!*, last one was The Beautiful Name. 10 songs they played! oh and they also did fanservice! kyaaa~ >< just a little ToraxSaga T-T Shou kissed Saga's neck *I guess*, Hiroto kissed Tora's cheek, Saga lick his bass *aaaaaaarrrrggghhhhhh!!!! I'm holding my nosebleed!!!*. Tora was really excited! he walk here and there to other members, a little dances *which is insanely cute!!*, he also to Nao-nii's place and nudged his chin >< and Saga, he was soo hyperactive XD he went to Nao-nii's place *which is higher* then jumped up so high, but a little unbalanced when he landed, almost fell, he just smiled playfully, not caring haha sasuga~ x3
oh!!! my precious moment! Saga was walked to the place in front of me where Hiroto had been.. Still played his bass, he looked toward me *or behind me, not sure* I screamed so hard "Saga-san!!!! Aishiteru yo!!!" then made a heart shape with both of my hands then pointing at him, and he smiled while nodding.. my heartd skipped a beat and I screamed again!
Esta also told me same story.. she said that Hiroto looked over her.. well we're not over confident to be honest, but that was real!! only God, Me, Esta and they knew it XDDD
when they finished I wanted to cry but I can't.
we walked out from the hall. Esta asked me to accompany her to goods stand. And! what shocked us, the employee told if we pre-order MUCC's upcoming single/album *I forgot* we can join the Meet&Greet! We did the pre-order and waited for the Meet&Greet!!!
we waited until our chances came. I as soooo nervous! Entering the room I saw MUCC-san there!
the first was Satochi-san. I said "Maji sugoi desu!" then he bowed "terima kasih"
second was Yukke-san. I could only said "Yukke-san" because he smiled so sweetly while holding my hand, so I just drowned in his charisma >< *I bet my face was red!*
third was Miya-san. GOD!!!!!!! asdfghjkll!! he is soooo handsome!! he held my hand not only one hand, but 2!! his hands are bigger and sooo comfortable!! he diretly looked into my eyes. I said "ugh!! maji kakkoi da yoo!!!" *blushing I bet* and then he held my hand even tighter while bowing and said "arigatou" AARRGGGHHHH!! I'm so melted! I felt like want to hug him! but I'm affraid ToT
the last was Tatsuro-san. he gave the signed poster. Me then show the pencil that Cherry nee lent me and said "Tatsuro-san, kore wa pencil da yo~" he then stopped, then laughe a bit, with enthusiasm said "I know I know" I replied "haha see ya next time" while waving.
me and esta walked out and squealed!
we waited. MUCC-san suddenly walked out from the meet&greet room, Satochi-san was the last, I screamed a bit "satochi-san" and he looked at me!!
walked home was insanely tired! on Cherry nee's house, we even still remember everything on the concert
the next day, I should packed and go to airport. I made an estimation time *which was 3 hours early* -__-
I went to airport by bus, arrived around 12 and spent about almost 2 hours on a fast food restaurant! -__- my flight was 6pm *previously 7.45pm* then I went to coffee b*an, ordering chocolate while tweeting.. I tweeted like hoping to meet Alice Nine, MUCC and UNiTE in airport and AADC-ing with them xDD Cherry nee then respond asking "what's the soundtrack?" I said "Kowloon XDD" I laughed. Then Miya-san uploading a picture of fried gurame, I responded "kore wa gurame desu :D" then I locked my phone.. I was shocked when about a minute later the notification alert beeped. I saw Esta's tweet "neeek! congratulation!" I was confused! scrolling... aaand! Miya-san replied my tweet!! I don't know the first sentence, but the second was "mecha umai (^-^)/" I squealed! I still remember the feeling of he hel my hand and now he responded my tweet! is this fate? loooool!
then I checked in, waiting until around 10 minutes to boarding, and Cherry nee text me "They OTW to airport!" my breath hitched! I phoned Cheery nee, saying impossible, yamero, etc and crying!
yes, that was right, they went to airport, and I cried a lot until I entered the plane. The passenger beside me looked confused and worry and took a pity on me. He asked "are you okay, miss?" I just nodded still crying until the plane take off! In the middle, I was stopped crying, think positively, I knew I can see them again :)
when around 5 minutes about to landed, passenger beside me still feel guilty, he distracted my sadness by asking a lot of things.
I arrived home tiredly. But I smiled even though still sad, I knew I can see them, I knew they will come again
I know I will meet them personally. sa, mata kondo onegaishimasu, ne! please come again! :)
hello everyone! I'm gonna share about JROCK EVOLUTION 2012 in Jakarta!
Sa, let's go!
So, Alice Nine arrived in Jakarta on 5th, and some of my twitter friends were went to airport, even following them to one of plaza in Jakarta *my friends were so lucky* *sigh*
And I departed to Jakarta the next day, on 6th, *number six! yeah~!* my plane boarding around 10, and so unlucky MUCC and UNiTE were arrived about an hour before -___- oh damn it~~~
what can I do then, right? well, I entered the plane and departed.. while take off, I don't know why my phobia of narrow space relapse.. so not good timing! then I listening to my iPod and head-banging *lol, lucky my row was empty*. arrived at Jakarta, I went to nee Cherry's house by bus, I stay there while in Jakarta.
straight on 7th!
I woke up around 5.15 am and check my twitter, Hiroto updating about what he supposed to call to Indonesian fans. He wrothe 'nasi-chan', 'nasi go milk', and the last made me laughed hard 'nasi goranger' looool! XDDD then I went bath,change my clothes, touch up, etc. Me and Cherry nee went to bus stop at 6.30 am *insane, huh?* the concert venue and Cherry nee's house is far, that's why.
Arrived at Gandaria City *the concert venue* around 8.30 that was a long way to go =__=
there was a few numbers of people. And my uke *ekhem* said she already arrived. And I saw a girl, I don't know why I had a feeling that she's my uke. Then I called her.... *loading* spot! true she is! we both laughed XDD waiting and waiting, Nyan and Abel arrived, waiting again, then kak Ay, doing project for TWW *we signed on Tora's poster* x3 I signed too! *hug Saga* (lol!), waiting agaain, and Esta came. We chated.
We felt a bit hungry, me and nyan went down to bought breads. And we heard scream! panic! nyan called abel. she said that Yukke *if not mistaken* was seen!! Argh!!!
we went up, eating, chated, until the body checking session started. Then we went up again queue in front the hall doors. There was goods stand. I bought a lot of goods! (-__-)
And the doors opened, we entered there, lucky there's no seated number, so nyan and abel got the 1st row of VIP, while me and esta got the 2nd. It was close!!
we waited the show started. The PVs played. My heart beat so fast ><
UNiTE was the first band who appeared! Awwwww! they're soo cute! everyone go rocking and head-banging! The first song was "IO"! And I sang like crazy xD and God! Haku soooo pretty! I screamed "haku-saaaan!!". Shiina Mio was in front of me. And he's cute and cool at the same time. Ah! And I just realized that LiN is the shortest *ups* and I screamed "Paulin!" at him *if you watch UNiTE's video message for SG, you know why XD* and and Yukimi!! he smiled a lot! sweet!!! :3 Yui too! he interacted with the audiences a lot! UNiTE was performed 6 songs.
When UNiTE finished, we waited about 15 minutes *not sure* aaaand MUCC appeared!! Satochi, Tatsuro, Yukke and Miya walk to their position. And Tatsuro-san was barefoot! XD he wear black outfit, a cape like hoodie, something like that. so cool! Satochi-san look cute. Yukke-san also! his smile.... OMG!! and Miya-san soo cool!! The first song was "Falling Down". MUCC performance was the most passionate I guess. Everyone jumped and head-banging a lot! I screamed "Tatsuro-saan!" but my eyes fell to Miya-san XDD they performed like 12 song I guess.
When MUCC finished..... The last! The most audiences waiting for! Alice Nine! I was panicked! my heart beats so fast! I really want to see them! We could see them walk behind the black curtain.
The lights off..... the curtain open... and there they are!!! Tora was the first appeared. I screamed "Toraaaa" like crazy! Dude, he was sooooo handsome in real life!! Everyone appeared and there was Saga!! I screamed "Saga-saaan aishiteru yoo!!". The first song was "Senkou" the song that I hoped and knew that it will be played! And then Rainbows *favorite!!!*, then Heart of Gold, and then.... this song that I knew exactly will be played, and I laughed hard: Hana xDDD and then Haikara Naru Rinbun Kyoku * Shou was clapping his hands cutely in this song ><*, and then Fantasy, I cried when this song played! I once told why I cried whenever I listening to this song a long time ago. Yes! it reminds me of my late father! I was so thankful this song was played, and I silently talk to my father through my heart "papa, are you watching now? This song, which always remind me of you, now played directly by the band" I still cried, Esta looked confused, Nyan's friend was hugging me, it was so emotional :') After that Tsubasa was played! Then Red Carpet. Shukashuuto *the song that everyone waited!*, last one was The Beautiful Name. 10 songs they played! oh and they also did fanservice! kyaaa~ >< just a little ToraxSaga T-T Shou kissed Saga's neck *I guess*, Hiroto kissed Tora's cheek, Saga lick his bass *aaaaaaarrrrggghhhhhh!!!! I'm holding my nosebleed!!!*. Tora was really excited! he walk here and there to other members, a little dances *which is insanely cute!!*, he also to Nao-nii's place and nudged his chin >< and Saga, he was soo hyperactive XD he went to Nao-nii's place *which is higher* then jumped up so high, but a little unbalanced when he landed, almost fell, he just smiled playfully, not caring haha sasuga~ x3
oh!!! my precious moment! Saga was walked to the place in front of me where Hiroto had been.. Still played his bass, he looked toward me *or behind me, not sure* I screamed so hard "Saga-san!!!! Aishiteru yo!!!" then made a heart shape with both of my hands then pointing at him, and he smiled while nodding.. my heartd skipped a beat and I screamed again!
Esta also told me same story.. she said that Hiroto looked over her.. well we're not over confident to be honest, but that was real!! only God, Me, Esta and they knew it XDDD
when they finished I wanted to cry but I can't.
we walked out from the hall. Esta asked me to accompany her to goods stand. And! what shocked us, the employee told if we pre-order MUCC's upcoming single/album *I forgot* we can join the Meet&Greet! We did the pre-order and waited for the Meet&Greet!!!
we waited until our chances came. I as soooo nervous! Entering the room I saw MUCC-san there!
the first was Satochi-san. I said "Maji sugoi desu!" then he bowed "terima kasih"
second was Yukke-san. I could only said "Yukke-san" because he smiled so sweetly while holding my hand, so I just drowned in his charisma >< *I bet my face was red!*
third was Miya-san. GOD!!!!!!! asdfghjkll!! he is soooo handsome!! he held my hand not only one hand, but 2!! his hands are bigger and sooo comfortable!! he diretly looked into my eyes. I said "ugh!! maji kakkoi da yoo!!!" *blushing I bet* and then he held my hand even tighter while bowing and said "arigatou" AARRGGGHHHH!! I'm so melted! I felt like want to hug him! but I'm affraid ToT
the last was Tatsuro-san. he gave the signed poster. Me then show the pencil that Cherry nee lent me and said "Tatsuro-san, kore wa pencil da yo~" he then stopped, then laughe a bit, with enthusiasm said "I know I know" I replied "haha see ya next time" while waving.
me and esta walked out and squealed!
we waited. MUCC-san suddenly walked out from the meet&greet room, Satochi-san was the last, I screamed a bit "satochi-san" and he looked at me!!
walked home was insanely tired! on Cherry nee's house, we even still remember everything on the concert
the next day, I should packed and go to airport. I made an estimation time *which was 3 hours early* -__-
I went to airport by bus, arrived around 12 and spent about almost 2 hours on a fast food restaurant! -__- my flight was 6pm *previously 7.45pm* then I went to coffee b*an, ordering chocolate while tweeting.. I tweeted like hoping to meet Alice Nine, MUCC and UNiTE in airport and AADC-ing with them xDD Cherry nee then respond asking "what's the soundtrack?" I said "Kowloon XDD" I laughed. Then Miya-san uploading a picture of fried gurame, I responded "kore wa gurame desu :D" then I locked my phone.. I was shocked when about a minute later the notification alert beeped. I saw Esta's tweet "neeek! congratulation!" I was confused! scrolling... aaand! Miya-san replied my tweet!! I don't know the first sentence, but the second was "mecha umai (^-^)/" I squealed! I still remember the feeling of he hel my hand and now he responded my tweet! is this fate? loooool!
then I checked in, waiting until around 10 minutes to boarding, and Cherry nee text me "They OTW to airport!" my breath hitched! I phoned Cheery nee, saying impossible, yamero, etc and crying!
yes, that was right, they went to airport, and I cried a lot until I entered the plane. The passenger beside me looked confused and worry and took a pity on me. He asked "are you okay, miss?" I just nodded still crying until the plane take off! In the middle, I was stopped crying, think positively, I knew I can see them again :)
when around 5 minutes about to landed, passenger beside me still feel guilty, he distracted my sadness by asking a lot of things.
I arrived home tiredly. But I smiled even though still sad, I knew I can see them, I knew they will come again
I know I will meet them personally. sa, mata kondo onegaishimasu, ne! please come again! :)
I bought a lot of goods!!!! DDDX
Alice Nine : Court of 9 muffler towel and Court of 9 #2 pamphlet
MUCC's Phone Strap and UNiTE's Photo Set
Ah! This is the signed poster by MUCC-san :)
Monday, October 1, 2012
Stumbling, fumbling!
wa shang hao~~~~ XDD
hello!! *dancing bitterly* *eh?*
so, there are a lot of things happened lately
I was so sad, few days ago, on 28th, KEANE held a concert in Jakarta. I couldn't see them of course! Since I used my money for JROCK EVOLUTION. huweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeng (T____T)
well, what made me sad because KEANE is the first band that changed my music style *err, how should I explain?* and I've been listening to KEANE since the very first of their appearance in music world T_T
buut, what made me happy was because on 28th there was Alice Nine Channel! And I'm glad that my modem could cooperate with me haha. This month was celebrating Tora's birthday and the guests were Shou & Hiroto.. I really wished Saga was there, for Tora hahaha xD but, Happy birthday to the handsome Tora!! I still cannot believe that I'll see him and the rest of the band in a week!
oh! Today I'm 'dating' with Rin-san loooool xDDD
we went eating, playing in Fun World *for God's sake we only played the Tickets Machine (not sure the name) and DDR xDDDD* then we exchanged the tickets with prizes! We got pen, hair clip and candies.. I'm so happy because we had a quality time, talked about this and that *and hell yeah, we sounded so old xD* I wish I have a lot of times like this!
oh again, we went to Etud* House, I'm looking for concelear *after about 2 weeks ago I'm mesmerized by Anna Sui's concelear, goddamn I can't buy it because no enough money -__-* and the employee was kinda goddamn annoying.. she said "we have BB cream for those who struggle with pimple" and "it cover pimple" oh shit! For God sake I knew there are pimple and scar on my face but please, can't you not say that with unsinful tone?! I'm a customer! -____-
hello!! *dancing bitterly* *eh?*
so, there are a lot of things happened lately
I was so sad, few days ago, on 28th, KEANE held a concert in Jakarta. I couldn't see them of course! Since I used my money for JROCK EVOLUTION. huweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeng (T____T)
well, what made me sad because KEANE is the first band that changed my music style *err, how should I explain?* and I've been listening to KEANE since the very first of their appearance in music world T_T
buut, what made me happy was because on 28th there was Alice Nine Channel! And I'm glad that my modem could cooperate with me haha. This month was celebrating Tora's birthday and the guests were Shou & Hiroto.. I really wished Saga was there, for Tora hahaha xD but, Happy birthday to the handsome Tora!! I still cannot believe that I'll see him and the rest of the band in a week!
oh! Today I'm 'dating' with Rin-san loooool xDDD
we went eating, playing in Fun World *for God's sake we only played the Tickets Machine (not sure the name) and DDR xDDDD* then we exchanged the tickets with prizes! We got pen, hair clip and candies.. I'm so happy because we had a quality time, talked about this and that *and hell yeah, we sounded so old xD* I wish I have a lot of times like this!
oh again, we went to Etud* House, I'm looking for concelear *after about 2 weeks ago I'm mesmerized by Anna Sui's concelear, goddamn I can't buy it because no enough money -__-* and the employee was kinda goddamn annoying.. she said "we have BB cream for those who struggle with pimple" and "it cover pimple" oh shit! For God sake I knew there are pimple and scar on my face but please, can't you not say that with unsinful tone?! I'm a customer! -____-
anyway, this the prize!
Saturday, September 22, 2012
should salty liquid involved?
hello~~~
err, should we move to my stories? *suck thing to say -__-*
ikuzo!
well my post this time a bit contrast from my last post
I'm bit sad and......... depressed?
okay the first one is, my best friend, nah, my sister, Sarah, she go for a trip, err, college activity. so I feel alone. Beside I have a bunch stories to tell her and she just the most perfect companion ever. so.................... please come back home as soon as possible Sarah-nee!!!!! (T__________T)
second, well I said that I'm not cancelling my study to Japan, right? the truth now I cancel it all.. I felt like my future gone far away from myself *sigh* and I still follow my friend's twitter who enroll in same university at Japan. I asked her "you in Beppu already? when you had arrived?" and she just said "sunday" waddafak why seems so cold?! just because I'm not in the same university with her ah? so she just dumped me? I mean I don't care actually, but please, Japan also my dream, just give me information without being so cold..
Now I just thinking my future. I know God set the best for me and I need to create it as wise as I can. Later I believe I can continue my study abroad of even working on Japan.
The good thing is, Yaki-chan is baaaaaaaack!!! for those who didn't know, Yaki-chan is my beloved car :D
I loooooooooooooooove Yaki-chan so much! I can say like Yaki-chan is almost half of my life. We've been together like 5 years. We've been through everything *shed tears* *bricks* lol
Yesterday I went around the city because I miss Yaki-chan so much. I was so happy :D
And today, I had a date (?) lol no! I hang out with my friend, Rin-san. We used to hang out a lot so we called it "date" XDD today we went to one of mall in Surabaya. I actually want to buy moon cake. But after we arrived and found the moon cake exhibition and I just grumbled a 'f*ck' why it's all soooo pricey?! DX I reaaaaaly want moon cake, I do love moon cake a lot! T_T because I didn't bring enough monet I decide to let the moon cake go T_______T but we had fun actually, I bought note that Rin-san also bought on previous day, eating lunch and went to F*n World. Silly, we both played DDR but because we're to old *hell yeah* we lost to that dance game -___- but then we again silly-ly tried our lucks by playing tickets booth machine *not sure the name anyway* we played until our account balance off xD
ah what a long post, I'm still tired anyway. And I guess I should translate my fanfiction now eh? xD
okay see you on next post guys~!
err, should we move to my stories? *suck thing to say -__-*
ikuzo!
well my post this time a bit contrast from my last post
I'm bit sad and......... depressed?
okay the first one is, my best friend, nah, my sister, Sarah, she go for a trip, err, college activity. so I feel alone. Beside I have a bunch stories to tell her and she just the most perfect companion ever. so.................... please come back home as soon as possible Sarah-nee!!!!! (T__________T)
second, well I said that I'm not cancelling my study to Japan, right? the truth now I cancel it all.. I felt like my future gone far away from myself *sigh* and I still follow my friend's twitter who enroll in same university at Japan. I asked her "you in Beppu already? when you had arrived?" and she just said "sunday" waddafak why seems so cold?! just because I'm not in the same university with her ah? so she just dumped me? I mean I don't care actually, but please, Japan also my dream, just give me information without being so cold..
Now I just thinking my future. I know God set the best for me and I need to create it as wise as I can. Later I believe I can continue my study abroad of even working on Japan.
The good thing is, Yaki-chan is baaaaaaaack!!! for those who didn't know, Yaki-chan is my beloved car :D
I loooooooooooooooove Yaki-chan so much! I can say like Yaki-chan is almost half of my life. We've been together like 5 years. We've been through everything *shed tears* *bricks* lol
Yesterday I went around the city because I miss Yaki-chan so much. I was so happy :D
And today, I had a date (?) lol no! I hang out with my friend, Rin-san. We used to hang out a lot so we called it "date" XDD today we went to one of mall in Surabaya. I actually want to buy moon cake. But after we arrived and found the moon cake exhibition and I just grumbled a 'f*ck' why it's all soooo pricey?! DX I reaaaaaly want moon cake, I do love moon cake a lot! T_T because I didn't bring enough monet I decide to let the moon cake go T_______T but we had fun actually, I bought note that Rin-san also bought on previous day, eating lunch and went to F*n World. Silly, we both played DDR but because we're to old *hell yeah* we lost to that dance game -___- but then we again silly-ly tried our lucks by playing tickets booth machine *not sure the name anyway* we played until our account balance off xD
ah what a long post, I'm still tired anyway. And I guess I should translate my fanfiction now eh? xD
okay see you on next post guys~!
the lucks? XDD
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
yatta ne!!!
YO!! Ohayou gozaimaaasu~
I've been really happy lately.. hahaw~
The first one is about 'JROCK EVOLUTION'. Well as you know *especially japanese rock music fans* we, Indonesian fans are lucky, cause next month there's an event called 'JROCK EVOLUTION' there will be 3 bands participated in this event. They are Alice Nine, MUCC and UNiTE!!!!!! Gooooosh!!!!! Alice Nine!! ALICE NINE!!!!! kyaaaaaa!!!! *fly* aaaand lucky me I can watch this event. all thanks to God and my friend, Nyan, who struggled to get the tickets. *proud of her* and I really really can't wait!! This event will be held in Skenoo Hall, Gandaria City, Jakarta. well guys, for you who will also go to JROCK EVOLUTION, let's having fun together and rock!!!!!
AH! Also, last night, Tora from Alice Nine officially made a twitter account!!!! Yokatta!! Number six, follow him (@)TORA_AliceNine !! Our handsome tiger~ >< and at first Tora's identity being doubt by his fellow members xD but thanks God they knew it was the real Tora hahaha! Hope Nao-san also make a twitter account ><
aaaaaand Tora, you should go twitter a lot! and please mention Saga a lot too (lol) Tora x Saga is my OTP! favorite pairing ever!! *for those who also love Tora x Saga, now I'm working on ff about them, ganbarimasu~~*
ps: I watched Sadako 3D yesterday.................. (T________T)
hahahaha...
that's all for today I guess jaaa ne~
I've been really happy lately.. hahaw~
The first one is about 'JROCK EVOLUTION'. Well as you know *especially japanese rock music fans* we, Indonesian fans are lucky, cause next month there's an event called 'JROCK EVOLUTION' there will be 3 bands participated in this event. They are Alice Nine, MUCC and UNiTE!!!!!! Gooooosh!!!!! Alice Nine!! ALICE NINE!!!!! kyaaaaaa!!!! *fly* aaaand lucky me I can watch this event. all thanks to God and my friend, Nyan, who struggled to get the tickets. *proud of her* and I really really can't wait!! This event will be held in Skenoo Hall, Gandaria City, Jakarta. well guys, for you who will also go to JROCK EVOLUTION, let's having fun together and rock!!!!!
AH! Also, last night, Tora from Alice Nine officially made a twitter account!!!! Yokatta!! Number six, follow him (@)TORA_AliceNine !! Our handsome tiger~ >< and at first Tora's identity being doubt by his fellow members xD but thanks God they knew it was the real Tora hahaha! Hope Nao-san also make a twitter account ><
aaaaaand Tora, you should go twitter a lot! and please mention Saga a lot too (lol) Tora x Saga is my OTP! favorite pairing ever!! *for those who also love Tora x Saga, now I'm working on ff about them, ganbarimasu~~*
ps: I watched Sadako 3D yesterday.................. (T________T)
hahahaha...
that's all for today I guess jaaa ne~
this is our perfect match Tora x Saga
Sunday, September 16, 2012
You Grown, My Beloved Hiroki
Happy birthday to my dearest youngest brother, Hiroki!!!!
Yes! he's 1 year old now. I feel so happy for him. Hiroki is a smart boy, he grown up so pretty well.
Well I'm a bit sad for him because of no father and mother in his first birthday ever. Yes we still have mother, but for some reason I can't tell you what makes me said 'we-have-no-mother'
But whatever it is, Hiroki has me as his nee-chan, and 2 nii-chan. Also he has ojii-san obaa-chan. Not only that, there are a lot of people around that loves him a lot.
And yeah, for the birthday wishes, I of course want he grown up as a smart boy, obedient to his grand parents, sister and brothers, become an useful person to people, everything which is good lah.. hehe
Anyway, yeah I gave him name 'Hiroki' when he came to this world. I told my late father that really want to give my youngest brother a name. So I searched on the internet and found Hiroki. The actual meaning of Hiroki is abundant joy, so his presence will give a lot of joy around of us. And his full name was a combine name from me and my late father. Maybe at that time, God give me a chance to create an unforgettable moment between me and father. I was so happy that moment was when giving a name to my youngest brother. Later when Hiroki grown as a teen, or when he understand enough, I will proudly tell him about his name.
To celebrate Hiro's birthday, we had a birthday event at McD****d (lol) yes, standard I guess.. back then remind me of my birthday party when I was 7 hahaha.. the event went okay, and it was a bit tiring anyway.. because I also take a role as a mother for Hiro..
I guess that's all for today~ once again otanjoubi omedetou, Hiro-chan!
Nee-chan loooooooves you a lot!! (^^)
anyway there are 2 pictures.. the first one was the birthday event, and the second well... narcism okay? XDD it was my style for today~~~~
Yes! he's 1 year old now. I feel so happy for him. Hiroki is a smart boy, he grown up so pretty well.
Well I'm a bit sad for him because of no father and mother in his first birthday ever. Yes we still have mother, but for some reason I can't tell you what makes me said 'we-have-no-mother'
But whatever it is, Hiroki has me as his nee-chan, and 2 nii-chan. Also he has ojii-san obaa-chan. Not only that, there are a lot of people around that loves him a lot.
And yeah, for the birthday wishes, I of course want he grown up as a smart boy, obedient to his grand parents, sister and brothers, become an useful person to people, everything which is good lah.. hehe
Anyway, yeah I gave him name 'Hiroki' when he came to this world. I told my late father that really want to give my youngest brother a name. So I searched on the internet and found Hiroki. The actual meaning of Hiroki is abundant joy, so his presence will give a lot of joy around of us. And his full name was a combine name from me and my late father. Maybe at that time, God give me a chance to create an unforgettable moment between me and father. I was so happy that moment was when giving a name to my youngest brother. Later when Hiroki grown as a teen, or when he understand enough, I will proudly tell him about his name.
To celebrate Hiro's birthday, we had a birthday event at McD****d (lol) yes, standard I guess.. back then remind me of my birthday party when I was 7 hahaha.. the event went okay, and it was a bit tiring anyway.. because I also take a role as a mother for Hiro..
I guess that's all for today~ once again otanjoubi omedetou, Hiro-chan!
Nee-chan loooooooves you a lot!! (^^)
anyway there are 2 pictures.. the first one was the birthday event, and the second well... narcism okay? XDD it was my style for today~~~~
Friday, September 14, 2012
SID - Nokoriga (Lingering Scent)
Kanji
一応の「またね…。」 背を向けた あなたの髪
春風をまとって 薄れていく 残り香
明日から 痛みは 日を追うごと 増していくでしょう
明日から あなたは 淡々と忘れていくでしょう
桜の舞う 季節まで待って せめて 僕から別れを
忙しいあなたのことだから 届かぬ願い
突然のさよなら、必然
子供の頃も かさぶたを 我慢できず
途中で剥がしては 怒られてた 変わらない
あれから 幾つかの 恋をした ふりをした僕に
受話器越し あなたは
穏やかにうなずいた そうじゃない
逢いたい気持ちとは 裏腹に 臆病な夜を 重ねて
時間だけが ただ過ぎていくよ 残されたまま
あの日から ひとつも 進めない
たまにくれるね 優しさの 赤い絵文字 嬉しくない
それより ずっと欲しいのは 本当の さよならさ
すごく 怖いけど 歩きだすよ
桜の舞う 季節まで待って せめて 僕から別れを
忙しいあなたのことだから 届かぬ願い
突然のさよなら、必然
さよなら ありがとう
Romaji
Ichiou no "Mata ne..." se wo muketa anata no kami
harukaze wo matotte usurete yuku nokoriga
ashita kara itami wa hi wo ou goto mashite yuku deshou
ashita kara anata wa tantan to wasurete yuku deshou
sakura no mau kisetsu made matte semete boku kara wakare wo
isogashii anata no koto dakara todokanu negai
totsuzen no sayonara, hitsuzen
kodomo no koro mo, kasabuta wo gaman dekizu
tochuu de hagashite wa okorareteta kawaranai
are kara ikutsuka no koi wo shita furi wo shita boku ni
juwaki goshi anata wa
odayaka ni unazuita sou janai
aitai kimochi to wa urahara ni okubyou na yoru wo kasanete
jikan dake ga tada sugite yuku yo nokosareta mama
ano hi kara hitotsu mo susumenai
tama ni kureru ne yasashisa no akai emoji ureshikunai
sore yori zutto hoshii no wa hontou no sayonara sa
sugoku kowai kedo aruki dasu yo
sakura no mau kisetsu made matte semete boku kara wakare wo
isogashii anata no koto dakara todokanu negai
totsuzen no sayonara, hitsuzen
sayonara arigatou
Translation
A tentative "see you..." was said as your hair turned on me, disregarding my presence...
While your lingering scent clad onto the spring breeze and continued to weaken...
From tomorrow, the pain will continue to increase as the days go by...
From tomorrow, you will unconcernedly continue to forget about me...
My farewell will at least wait until the season the cherry blossoms dance!
It's because you are always so busy, that my request won't reach...
Which is why an abrupt farewell... is inevitable
Even when I was small, I couldn't stand the scabs I got
I would get angry while peeling it off... I haven't changed
Since then, several girls have acted like they've fallen in love with me.
Across the telephone receiver, you gently nod your head in assent, but I'm sure you're not actually...
My feelings of wanting to meet you is in contrast, causing the timid nights to pile up
Only time is passing us by, as I remain here...
Since then not a single thing has progressed...
The kindness which you occasionally show in your red Emojis don't make me happy
But more than that, the thing that I've always wanted was a true farewell
Even though I'm real scared, I will begin to walk!
My farewell will at least wait until the season the cherry blossoms dance!
It's because you are always so busy, that my request won't reach...
Which is why an abrupt farewell... is inevitable
一応の「またね…。」 背を向けた あなたの髪
春風をまとって 薄れていく 残り香
明日から 痛みは 日を追うごと 増していくでしょう
明日から あなたは 淡々と忘れていくでしょう
桜の舞う 季節まで待って せめて 僕から別れを
忙しいあなたのことだから 届かぬ願い
突然のさよなら、必然
子供の頃も かさぶたを 我慢できず
途中で剥がしては 怒られてた 変わらない
あれから 幾つかの 恋をした ふりをした僕に
受話器越し あなたは
穏やかにうなずいた そうじゃない
逢いたい気持ちとは 裏腹に 臆病な夜を 重ねて
時間だけが ただ過ぎていくよ 残されたまま
あの日から ひとつも 進めない
たまにくれるね 優しさの 赤い絵文字 嬉しくない
それより ずっと欲しいのは 本当の さよならさ
すごく 怖いけど 歩きだすよ
桜の舞う 季節まで待って せめて 僕から別れを
忙しいあなたのことだから 届かぬ願い
突然のさよなら、必然
さよなら ありがとう
Romaji
Ichiou no "Mata ne..." se wo muketa anata no kami
harukaze wo matotte usurete yuku nokoriga
ashita kara itami wa hi wo ou goto mashite yuku deshou
ashita kara anata wa tantan to wasurete yuku deshou
sakura no mau kisetsu made matte semete boku kara wakare wo
isogashii anata no koto dakara todokanu negai
totsuzen no sayonara, hitsuzen
kodomo no koro mo, kasabuta wo gaman dekizu
tochuu de hagashite wa okorareteta kawaranai
are kara ikutsuka no koi wo shita furi wo shita boku ni
juwaki goshi anata wa
odayaka ni unazuita sou janai
aitai kimochi to wa urahara ni okubyou na yoru wo kasanete
jikan dake ga tada sugite yuku yo nokosareta mama
ano hi kara hitotsu mo susumenai
tama ni kureru ne yasashisa no akai emoji ureshikunai
sore yori zutto hoshii no wa hontou no sayonara sa
sugoku kowai kedo aruki dasu yo
sakura no mau kisetsu made matte semete boku kara wakare wo
isogashii anata no koto dakara todokanu negai
totsuzen no sayonara, hitsuzen
sayonara arigatou
Translation
A tentative "see you..." was said as your hair turned on me, disregarding my presence...
While your lingering scent clad onto the spring breeze and continued to weaken...
From tomorrow, the pain will continue to increase as the days go by...
From tomorrow, you will unconcernedly continue to forget about me...
My farewell will at least wait until the season the cherry blossoms dance!
It's because you are always so busy, that my request won't reach...
Which is why an abrupt farewell... is inevitable
Even when I was small, I couldn't stand the scabs I got
I would get angry while peeling it off... I haven't changed
Since then, several girls have acted like they've fallen in love with me.
Across the telephone receiver, you gently nod your head in assent, but I'm sure you're not actually...
My feelings of wanting to meet you is in contrast, causing the timid nights to pile up
Only time is passing us by, as I remain here...
Since then not a single thing has progressed...
The kindness which you occasionally show in your red Emojis don't make me happy
But more than that, the thing that I've always wanted was a true farewell
Even though I'm real scared, I will begin to walk!
My farewell will at least wait until the season the cherry blossoms dance!
It's because you are always so busy, that my request won't reach...
Which is why an abrupt farewell... is inevitable
Farewell... and thank you...
credits to wingom.livejournal.com
:D
Mind not sync with eyes
people always say I'm innocent, and I never claim that true.
when people finally realize, start to know the real me all they can do is mocking me.
Dude, I already said right, I'm not innocent, I can be so unbelievable and you all just underestimate me.
well, I always be a quiet person. But that doesn't mean I know nothing
Monday, June 25, 2012
Counter Attack! Just Say 'Life'
Monday, March 19, 2012
「Melted Ice (eyes)」
Been a long time no update!
Ni ha aa o!
Today was the second day of School Official Examinations, and so far it went good. Hope the scores are good as well, cause there'll no remedial (>人<)"
Today's stress wiper is Blueberry ice-cream and it is quite delicious to taste!
Demo... after that the one which is melt not only the ice-cream but also my eyes.. lol haha (笑)
Okay enough for now!
*look onto table* *kicked out to study* *eyes swollen*
-_-
Jaaa naaaa!!
Ni ha aa o!
Today was the second day of School Official Examinations, and so far it went good. Hope the scores are good as well, cause there'll no remedial (>人<)"
Today's stress wiper is Blueberry ice-cream and it is quite delicious to taste!
Demo... after that the one which is melt not only the ice-cream but also my eyes.. lol haha (笑)
Okay enough for now!
*look onto table* *kicked out to study* *eyes swollen*
-_-
Jaaa naaaa!!
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